I didn’t mean that Guts viewed Griffith as a father figure but that Guts has daddy issues because of gambino. He didn’t think someone could care about him for reasons other than money or his power. ( Gambino hated Guts but kept him around because of his talent and he earned Gambino money)So Guts isolated himself after he left Gambinos band.
I think Guts and Gambino's relationship is more complicated and nuanced than what you describe here. Gambino didn't have to take care of him but did so anyway, and not just because he earned him money or helped around. At the same time he wasn't a loving father by any means, and by the end his injury and alcoholism drove him to madness. He's the embodiment of a father with whom you only have a couple of good memories (and a lot of bad ones), but who you somehow can't get yourself to hate.
I think Griffith could relate to Guts in a way and knew exactly what strings to pull to get him under control. Guts didn’t feel wanted after Gambino incident and Griffith says to Guts “I want you”After time They grew closer and closer.
Then Guts asked Griffith why he saved him from Zodd even risking his life in doing so. ( Guts didn’t think anyone could care about him genuinely without monetary reasons) so when Griffith said he doesn’t have a reason Guts was shocked and felt he finally had someone he could trust and that actually saw him as a friend. That’s why he pledged his sword to him on the rooftop( where there is a callback to gambino in guts thougts moments before).
The way you describe their relationship doesn't do either character justice. You portray Guts as an emotionally needy person that's easy to manipulate and Griffith as a Machiavellian deceiver, but that's not borne by the manga. Guts isn't convinced by the fact Griffith tells him he wants him, he has to be physically submitted before he reluctantly agrees to join. And it's only afterwards, when he's seen how different the Band of the Falcon is and after Griffith tells him of his grand ambition, that he really decides to stay. It's motivated not just by all that but also by the realization that he'd been aimless for the past four years, and he intends for it to be temporary. It's really a lot more rational than you make it out to be.
Similarly, Guts isn't "shocked" when Griffith tells him he doesn't need a reason to risk his life for him in volume 5, he's more embarrassed if anything. It does make him reflect that he will fight for Griffith's sake for the time being, but it's more of a reiteration than a new resolve. And there is no callback to Gambino before that scene. But yes, it deepens the feeling that Griffith isn't just his boss but also a friend.
So when Griffith said that none of them was his friends and that they would have to have been his equals Guts was crushed because his insecurity started to form again. He felt that Griffith didn’t like him after all and that he was just a tool in Griffiths eyes
Again, this seems like an overly simplistic view of things. Guts is never shown to be insecure. He's actually quite confident and easygoing. But he's shocked by what Griffith says to Charlotte. I think that's pretty normal. It makes him realize he wants Griffith to view him as an equal, not as someone who's inherently inferior on account of being a subordinate.
Then he felt the same way he felt after Gambino said he never liked him. He didn’t want to fight for Griffith anymore because he felt looked down upon. It’s his insecurities showing.
This isn't what is shown and told to us in the manga. I don't think it makes sense to equate his desire to be seen as an equal by Griffith to his feelings towards his father, and I don't think wanting your friend to respect you makes you insecure. It's really a weird way to frame things, to be honest.
I think Guts saw how Griffith was loved by everyone including Casca( which he at this point had some romantic feelings for). Guts also wanted to be loved, but that he wasn’t good enough to be loved so he set out to become Griffiths equal. He didn’t feel he was good enough for Casca, he said that Casca had her eyes set on Griffith so he couldn’t be with her. Even thought Casca actually liked Guts she just didn’t realize it yet.
This really doesn't reflect what's in the manga, and you're conflating a whole bunch of things here by bringing up Casca. Guts left in volume 8 because he was inspired by Griffith and, following his example, wanted to find something for himself. He didn't want Griffith to look down on him; he wanted to be his equal. It's got nothing to do with "deserving to be loved". I don't know where you got that stuff from, but it feels like it's your own life experience coloring the way you see the story.
And while Guts wasn't confident enough to ask Casca to come with him, the real reason is the last thing he tells Judo: that he wants to focus on himself for the time being. For what it's worth, I think he was right and that if he'd asked Casca to come with him at that specific time, she probably would have turned him down, even though she would have been heart-wrenched to do so. Her loyalty to Griffith and the band as a whole was too strong to leave so early.
Griffith related to Guts on a deep level and Guts didn’t treat Griffith like he was a king like the rest of the band did.
I don't think Griffith related to Guts all that much, not sure why you think so. And Guts certainly recognized that Griffith was special, same as the others. They grew to have a special relationship and Griffith made him his confidant and tasked him with dirty jobs, but it's not like the other commanders didn't act familiarly with Griffith. Again, I feel like the story is more nuanced than you give it credit for.
At first I think Griffith realized that Guts was super strong and that’s why he wanted him to join initially, but they grew closer over time and the friendship got stronger and stronger until it threatened his dream.
This isn't what happened. Griffith was distraught that Guts, his best asset and the ace-up-his-sleeve, not only left his grasp but soundly defeated him, and did so in front of the others. It was a blow to his self-esteem. He moved on the princess as a result because he had something to prove to himself. It was a rash move, but it would have worked... if only a servant hadn't found out and reported it. Only then, as he was rotting in jail, did he start obsessing about Guts, rationalizing that it was all his fault. And after a year of torture, Guts was all that kept him going, "shining brightly" in his mind, to the point that his dream had grown dull by comparison. That's what it means that Guts "made him forget his dream".
I think Griffith didn’t have friends growing up so his dream was his escape from loneliness or maybe the dream made him friendless ( I’m not quite sure) but either way he didn’t realize that friends is more important than your dream.
Griffith is shown having friends as a kid in volume 10 when he thinks back to his youth. We also know that his soldiers dying, notably that young boy, led to him closing his heart (or at least trying to) because he felt he had to if he wanted to achieve his dream. There's no question how he got to that point.
He was also very possessive of Guts because he meant a lot to him as he was the only one who Griffith felt a connection to.
Nothing supports the idea that Guts "was the only one who Griffith felt a connection to". Like I told you last time, in the end Griffith sacrificed everyone, not just Guts. He was special among his soldiers, but he was still one among many.
And I say "like I told you last time" because I realized you're
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