A very nice podcast. Got me tearing up, especially when Puella started speaking. It takes a lot of guts to voice your feelings out loud like that for eveyone to hear, especially when emotions are running high. You all have my respect for doing that.
Miura was just so humble that it felt unreal. His story was so exquisitely written, it explored its themes in great depth, spoke so deeply about the human condition, both its best and worst aspects, and made a lot of effort to never pull its punches that it all had to be purposefully written that way. But whenever Miura spoke in whatever rare interview came up, it never seemed like he thought he was making high art. He was just a guy making a manga no different from the countless others out there. Even that question he asked near the end of that interview included on the anime DVD felt like it was wreathed in his humility. When I first heard it, I expected to hear him give the usual platitudes that he was so grateful that the Americans loved it and he is proud to tell Berserk to so many more people, and blah, blah, blah. But instead, he just asks this question, wondering what we westerners thought of a Japanese man trying to write a western-style fantasy. It was almost as though Miura was insecure about what he was doing and thinking maybe he got it wrong.
If I was ever able to answer that question back when I first heard it, I would have gladly told Miura that he was doing a fantastic job, and that was he was making felt indistinguishable from the multitudes of other fantasy stories we westerners enjoyed. If I could have answered him a few years later, once I had actually read his manga and caught up to it in the then present day, I would have told him it was one of the best. And if I could have answered him...hell, anytime within the last ten years, maybe earlier than that, I would have said nothing I've seen in the west has been able to approach it. Not even the other fantasy stories that tried to explore the darker sides of the humanity.
And even in its incomplete state, it still feels like nothing ever be able to accomplish what Berserk did to me.