Fuck.
Fuck.
FUUUUUUUUCK!
I was hoping that this was just a joke. Some asshole's idea of a good laugh, or just another complaint of Berserk's slow release schedule. But...I can see perfectly well now...it's not.
This was my favorite manga of all time. My favorite fantasy story. Maybe even my favorite story of all. And Guts was hands down my favorite character. Nothing else could compare. Nothing else will compare. I've followed Berserk religiously for nearly 20 years of my life. And it was all thanks to Miura. Never have I seen someone who was both as masterful an artist and writer as him, who was able to maintain a massive level of quality consistently on a single work for over 30 years. Able to deliver storytelling with as many climatic moments and emotional gut-punches that knew just when and how hard to twist the knife. To have so many multifaceted characters be able to say so much with so few words, something so few writers can get right. I've seen many stories get cut short before they end for one reason or another. That always disappointed me, but I was able to move on. They were just stories I followed for maybe a few months at most, nothing more. But seeing it happen to Berserk, knowing I won't be able to follow it anymore, knowing I'll never get to see how it ends, knowing I'll never get to see Guts and Casca reunite for real, to see them avenge the Falcons, send the God Hand to Hell, to finally find peace with their friends and their son...this is going to hurt. This is going to hurt a lot.
Goodbye, Miura. I never knew you personally and I'm not going to pretend that I ever would. But you brought a lot of joy to my life regardless, especially in the whinier episodes of my past where it seemed like nothing would ever be good, that there would be no future for me. Knowing that even if I had nothing and no one else, there would always be another episode of Berserk to look forward to regardless had been enough during those times to keep me going. But it looks like...that won't be the case any long. The world just got a bit darker without you, Miura.